Your value is greater than you know, your life a bigger threat to the enemy than you unerstood. The magnitude of the attacks against you are the proof of your calling, the confirmation of your potential to destroy the diabilical works of the devil, and his terror at the sight of you. The devil will not waste effort in combating the complacient, the mundane, the powerless, the cowering. If you stand against the kingdom of darkness and refuse to cower and quit, you will not experience his retreat, but uptick of his attacks against you.
Don't quit. Refuse to wallow in the quagmire of defeat. Stand. Resist Him. Realize that not only is victory eminant, but promotion awaits. God will not abandon you. You will not be overrun, destroyed, and the absolute victoroy awaits. To recover all and regain losses are not the outcome. You will be more than a conqueror. You will spoil the enemy, and be triumphant. A mere sign of relief is not what the outcome for you, but the shout of total victory. You will not be the same. Good will become better. Better will give way to best. Your worst trial will become your greatest victory. Endurance will be rewarded with promotion, recognition, and increased productivity for the Kingdom of God and His glory.